I am 10 days out from Diep Flap Surgery. That is where they take your lower abdominal fat to reconstruct breasts after a mastectomy. I knew it was going to be a hard surgery, but it was maybe even more so than I thought. My recovery so far has gone well. But with 3 large incisions and 4 JP drains I have to admit I feel a lot like Humpty Dumpty after the fall.
Stranger still, my new body. My stomach is now flatter than it was when I was 16. I think my belly button seems about 2 inches higher...probably because my excess belly was ...much lower?
At any rate, I'm sure it will become the new normal. I will like it. But right now it feels like yet another new normal to adjust to. Admittedly I am just really tired of feeling sick in any way shape or form.
So that's what I've been up to. Recovering, yet again. Hanging on the couch, spending time with my family and catching up on some Netflix series' I've been meaning to watch.
So pardon my wine...I'll go get some cheese.
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