My neuropathy seems to be diminishing. The physical therapy, massage therapy and time seem to be doing the trick. I am back to work full time and it is Spring in Texas which is just glorious
That means warm temperatures and Bluebonnets
My hair is finally coming in. I had to laugh when I realized the cowlicks I have, that my mom used to worry about when I was a little girl? Are still there! Anyone ever dealt with a double crown cowlick? I'm sure it means something in some culture somewhere.
Here you go:
But at least it's not all grey!
A celebration dinner with my sister and friends to commemorate her birthday and my great 3 month check up
I have been struggling a bit with survivorship (that's what it's called by the way)
Because the anxiety of follow up exams and testing always reminds me cancer lurks in my background. So I made a deal with myself. I have NO control over a recurrence. NONE. I do have control about what I worry about. So I will not give cancer even more of my life by worrying about it. I'll keep my appointments, good attitude and try to maintain a healthy lifestyle. I will enjoy my family and friends..and I will admire the bluebonnets.
But I will not let cancer anxiety control my life.
And you know what? I slept like a baby the night before my check-up.
True story.
And since I am (proudly) a native Kansan, this seems appropriate:
